A Lesson in Procrastination

hopeless_scitz @ 2009-06-18T02:08:00

2009-06-18T06:08:58Z

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

I def love you guys!!

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-12-05T03:35:00

2007-12-05T08:53:04Z

The countdown is to a half hour! The heartbeat has def quickened! Ack! I hate my lack of confidence and my anxiety!
To keep my mind off stuff I played with my camera and here's what I came up with, I'm not really impressed with any of them.

anyone think any of those would work for a facebook pic?

Ok it's about that time, my heart is racing a million miles a sec! AHHHH!

Seatbelt Purse!

2007-10-10T01:51:24Z

So I wanted one of these forever, i want a gold and green one so I have somethng to carry my camera in to games. So my dad got me some seatbelts and i took a shot at it and I actually really like how it came out! This one is grey cause it was the tester, and I don't have any green seatblets;) I painted one gold, so once I figure out green I'll make my own. I was thinking, these things sell for $90 online! So seeing I can make them and can totally customize them, I was thinking about selling them. And I'd sell them for $45, Half price!;) I can totally do different fabric inside, anything you'd want really:) and I can do a colored ribbon on top where the zipper is. So if anyone wants one, please let me know!:) They're fun to make:) I def wanna make some nice customized ones, that look cooler:) Anyways, here's some pics:)

Inside (working zipper and all!) The lining would totally look cool with some patterned fabric relating to whatever you like:) I think i'm lining mine with green and gold fabric:)

Oh and I may also change up the strap and make it adjustable and with an actual working buckle part:)

Crossposted to my design journal: dreambig99

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-09-19T13:48:00

2007-09-19T17:49:10Z

Squeee!!!!! YAY!!! Finally! those jerseys are damn ugly, but the boy is damn sexy!

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-06-27T00:26:00

2007-06-27T04:22:44Z

Anybody know where I can find out who will be signing this weekend at NHIS? I wanna see carl, but my brother wants to meet a few other drivers, but I can't find out any that are signing except Casey Mears at 10:30am, can't even find info on carl! Anyone know of any signings saturday or sunday?? I really wanna see Jon Wood, Ken Schrader and Jason Leffler, but I doubt any of those would be possible. Any info would rock:)

Lababera MVP hoodies

2007-04-09T03:10:03Z

Here are the 3 hoodies I made for MVP night in Manchester for Jason Lababera.
Here's the one I made for me:
Front:

back:

Here's mom's:
Back:

the front says lababera 35

Here's Jerrid's:
Back:

Front says "THE PUCK STOPS HERE"...and it looks funny cause the p looks like an f due to where the zipper lays;)

I'm watching some treasure show and the guy just said this: "Diamonds are like girls, they can be any shape, any color and they're all pretty." Awww:)

And i totally forgot to mention, it was def a good weekend for my sports boys! CARL WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arod hit a Grand Slam with 2 outs in the bottom of the 9th with the yanks down a run!!! Awesome!! Iowa won last night!! (even if pushy is still out, and perioa lost so iowa is still in 4th place, and still has a chance for the playoffs!) only bad thing was with 2 mins. left in the monarchs game yesterday Lababera got hurt! on his MVP rally night! I have my fingers crossed he'll be ok and be there for the playoffs!

Ok well bed time, sorry for filling up your friends page;)

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-03-22T22:06:00

2007-03-23T02:03:41Z

It's my goal to get all the pushy cards that are out there, so I made site with my stuff to trade:)
http://www.freewebs.com/getpushy/index.htm

Posted on a trading site, let's hope for some respones:)

Calling All Canadains!...

2007-02-26T04:54:18Z

Calling All My Canadian LJ Friends!
While in NH I saw a commercial (in french) about the mini hockey sticks they have at McDonalds in canada and think they are the coolest thing ever! So I'm asking a favor, can any of you guys hook me up with one? I really want a Alexander Ovechkin one! but would def take any. I can totally pay you for it and shipping! It's cheesy that our mcdonalds can't have cool stuff like that! I'd love you forever;) But seriously, just let me know if you even know what I'm talking about;)

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-02-08T02:29:00

2007-02-08T07:38:59Z

Watch this: http://www.prosportsmedia.com/monarchs/mm/video/clip/PushkarevSpotlight.wmv

I love that they threw him in with some Rancid:) Rockin! I love this song, plus it doesn't hurt benji is in the music video for it;)

And here's the awesomeest goal ever and I was there to see it last year!:)
http://www.prosportsmedia.com/monarchs/mm/video/clip/PushkarevGoal.wmv

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-29T18:47:00

2007-01-29T23:47:14Z

I just messaged the Tyra guy back, so I'll wait and see. The phone number is the same area code as the one they show on tyra so hey it could be real. The show tapes in LA so I figure maybe it will be a bonus and I can catch a Kings game and be on TV and maybe even madeover to look hot;)

But right now, It's time to watch T.J. Kemp on the AHL ALL STAR GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go watch it!! it's on NESN in New England and on random Fox Sports channels throughtout the country, and seeing it's in Toronto I'm sure it's on a ton of canada stations! WATCH IT!

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-28T23:57:00

2007-01-29T04:57:15Z

Here's my list of cards I def want to get rid of and have someone who wants them to have. Any one interested in any of these?? I can do a deal like 6 cards $5? Something like that?

Jimmie Johnson:
2005 Press Pass Premium Contender # 11
2005 Wheels American Thunder Racer Rituals # 67
2005 Press Pass Premium Asphalt Jungle Foil # 1/6
2006 Press Pass Chase For The Cup #111
2006 Press Pass Game face Foil #6/9
2005 Press Pass Over The Wall # 73 (2 of these)
2006 press Pass # 27
2006 Wheels Company Man #68

Tony Stewart:

2005 Wheels American Thunder #43
2005 Eclipse #69
2006 Press Pass #100
2005 Eclipse maxim MX 6/12
2005 Premium press pass #50 (checklist)
2005 Press Pass Premium #46
2006 Press Pass #94
2006 Press Pass #119 (checklist)
2006 Press Pass Premium In The Zonw #IZ 4/12

Matt Kenseth:
2006 Press pass Scene # 95
2006 Press Pass Unleashed # 105
2005 Eclipse Synergy #34

Dale Earnhardt Jr.:
2006 Press Pass Over the Wall # 76
2006 Press Pass Premium #6
2006 Press Pass # DEB (2 of these)
2006 Press pass Snapshot # 11/36
2005 Press Pass Scene #75
2005 Press Pass Unleashed # 109
2005 Wheels American Thunder Coast To Coast # 77
2005 Press Pass Premium # 5
2005 Press Pass Stealth #44
2004 Press Pass premium #46

Travis Kvapil:
2005 Wheels Lisence To Drive # LTD 2
2005 Premium #36
2005 Wheels #82
2005 Wheels Rookie Thunder #86

Mark Martin:
2006 Press Pass # 6
2005 Wheels American Thunder All Star # 37
2005 Press Pass Over the Wall # 72
2006 Press Pass Chase For The Cup # G113
2005 VIP #87
2006 Eclipse Racing Champions #RC 16/27
2006 Eclipse #82

Kurt Busch;
2006 Press Pass Over the Wall #82 (2 of these)
2006 Press Pass Unleashed # 108 (2 of these)
2006 Press Pass Chase for the Cup #114
2005 Press Pass Over the Wall # 69 (2 of these)
2005 Press Pass Premium # 4
2005 Press Pass #77

Dale Jarrett:
2006 Press Pass Snapshot # 31/36
2006 Press Pass Unleashed # 106
2005 Press Pass trackside # 66
2005 Press Pass premium # 49
2005 Press Pass premium # 10
2005 Wheels American Thunder All Star # 42
2005 Press Pass Stealth #22

Kevin Harvick:
2006 Press Pass Unleashed # 107
2006 press Pass # 20
2005 Wheels Amerian Thunder Hot Rod # 46
2006 Press Pass Scene # 88
2005 Press Pass Over the Wall # 70
2005 Press Pass ’04 yearbook # 93
2005 Press Pass Trackside Dialed In Foil # 2/9
2005 Press Pass Premium # 9
2005 Press Pass premium In The Zone Foil # 6/12
2006 High Gear Carmeleon #52

Rusty Wallace:
2005 Press Pass trackside #23
2005 VIP Press Pass #79
2005 Press Pass Over The Wall # 68
2005 Press Pass # 3
2005 Press Pass Scene # 79 (2 of these)
2005 VIP Press Pass Checklist #90
2005 Wheels American Thunder Hot Rod # 47
2005 Wheels American Thunder Dream Team # 56
2005 VIP Press Pass # 29
2005 Wheels American Thunder All Star # 45
2006 High Gear Varmeleon #46

Bobby Labonte:
2006 Press Pass Snapshot # 23/36
2005 Press Pass Premium # 14
2006 Press Pass # 14
2006 Press Pass Premium #15

Jeremy Mayfield:

2006 Press Pass #115
2005 Wheels Racer Rituals #66

Greg Biffle:

2006 Press Pass Scene #86
2005 Wheels #2

Ricky Rudd:

2006 Press Pass Snapshots #SN 27/36
2006 Press Pass #17
2005 Press Pass #16
2005 High Gear #45
2005 Premium Diecut #68
2005 Press Pass Velocity #VL 4/9
2006 High Gear #20

Scott Riggs:

2005 Press Pass #8
2005 Premium #26
2005 Press Pass Rookie Replay #89

Robbie Gordon:

2006 Press Pass #8
2005 VIP #8

Sterling Marlin:

2005 High Gear # 20
2005 VIP Drivers Choice #DC 5/6
2005 Press Pass Stealth #7

Scott Wimmer:

2005 Wheels #30
2005 Press Pass #17
2005 Premium #34
2005 Press Pass Rookie Replay #87
2005 Optima #70

Joe Nemechek:

2006 Press Pass #2
2005 VIP Head Gear #HG 7/12
2005 Premium #23
2005 Wheels Diecut Medallion #MD 6/27
2005 High Gear Flag To Flag #FF 18/27

Terry Labonte:

2006 Press Pass #25
2006 Press Pass Premium #16
2005 VIP #66
2005 Press Pass #4

Kyle Petty:

2006 Press Pass #G26
2005 Press Pass #31
2005 Premium #25
2006 Eclipse #25

Jeff Burton:

2006 Press Pass Game Face #GF 9/9
2006 Press Pass #G21

Dennis Setzer:
2006 Press Pass #G49
Rick Crawford:
2006 Press Pass Snapshot #sn 9/36
2005 Press Pass #53
2006 Press Pass # 46

Denny Hamlin:
2005 Press Pass #35
Jeff Green:
2005 Press Pass #30
2005 Wheels Medallion #MD 18/27
2005 Press Pass Premium # 8
David Green:
2005 Press Pass Trackside Hot Pass #HP 26/27
2005 Press Pass #45

Random Singles Of (Press Pass) :
Kevin Lapage, fireball roberts, Fred Lorenzen, Curtis Turner, Donnie Allison, Terry Cook (2005 and 2006), Mike Duncan, Mike Bliss, Rex White, Jeff Jefferson, Tim Fedewa, Andy houston, Mark McFarland, Jeff Fultz

Random Wheels signles: Tim Fedewa, Ron Hornaday

Random Press Pass Trackside singles: Paul Wolfe, Ron Hornaday, Jeff sprague

Alan Kulwicki 2005 Press Pass Snapshot #SN 31/36

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-28T21:08:00

2007-01-29T02:08:29Z

Best Way to sell some nascar cards?? Go!
I was thinking I'd ask you guys cause I thought some of you may be interested. I wanna get some more money towards my Pushy jersey:) I have a bunch of Jr., Jimmie, Tony, Rusty, a bunch more, if it's a big name guy besides Jeff Gordon I probably have cards of them. I won;t sell any of the Carl or Jamie ones, and I don't know how much I would be able to part with the Kasey, Casey, Brian or martin ones, But if someone is interested just let me know:) Just thought you'd have a good idea on how to sell them, ebay seems like a waste cause I'd pay more in fees then I'd get for the cards. I got outbid on a bunch of pushy cards on ebay so I'm sad;) Well let me know:)

PUSHY'S BACK!!!

2007-01-22T01:44:42Z

PUSHY'S BACK!! PUSHY'S Back!!!!

If you can't tell I'm jumping up and down like a nut!! My friend Tracy is working to get me tickets right behind the bench for wednesday's game (thier next home game)!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so wearing my awesome new Pushy hoodie and am gonna fill my whole 1 gb card full of pics! SQUEEEEEEEEEE! I am super psyched!!!! I was feeling down, but seeing pushy will fix that!!!

http://www.monarchshockey.com/fullstory.php?id=2547

But now i need to convince mom to take me to get my hair cut and I just need to find that dark purple dye that I can't find in CT! AHHH! I am psyched!! I can finally be happy for a bit again! Yay!:) And now I just gotta make myself look the part;) I mean I can not rock that hoodie with horrible hair;)

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-20T21:12:00

2007-01-21T02:12:15Z

Aww the kings traded ryan munce to the lightning for a draft pick in '08. I liked him cause he looked like my cousin billy. Oh well, not like goalies have any chance in the kings organization anyways...he's probably better off in Tampa Bay:) Good Luck Munce!

I really just need to trade deadline to hurry up and pass so they don't get rid of Pushy! They need to send him back to manchester, not to some random team so I never see him again!

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-16T23:42:00

2007-01-17T04:41:49Z

If you can't tell, I'm bored...unmotivated, with no energy so instead of making stuff I'm cruising around online.

But ain't this cute:)

Though the article says he's a dave matthews look alike minus a tooth, eww dave is gross, t.j. is cool!
http://www.readingeagle.com/blog/gloves/2005/11/confident_kemp_helps_reading_d.html

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-16T22:07:00

2007-01-17T03:10:34Z

Barry Brust at the Kings game the other night:

So yea, this pic is cool. Only thing is...he's wearing his Monarchs helmet...

Where as:
Fukufuji at the kings game tonight:

So umm, yea cool helmet...but it's an actual Kings helmet! Fuk has only played in like 3 monarchs games and like 6 reading games...so how the heck was he given a Kings helmet, where as brust who's been with the franchise for a while now and has played as back up goalie for both hauser and labarbara. So how come they didn't give him a real helmet? He's a real player, Fuk is just a backup to the backup to the backup!! It's just wrong!! Oh and I miss Hauser emensley! He had to get traded to germany didn't he:( He'd be in LA right now and maybe one day the kings would win!! They never ever ever win!!

Mom's Kanko Hoodie

2007-01-16T03:33:49Z

Ok, here's mom's Kanko hoodie.
Front:

back:

Ok I'm gonna go work on the back of mine, wish me luck! If i screw it all up I'm gonna cry! I wish something good was on tv to watch while I do this!

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-10T01:38:00

2007-01-10T06:36:58Z

I've been fighting www.lakings.com for the past 3 hours, and all I got was a glimpse of Pushy gorgeous face:( I wanna see the video!!!!!!!!!!!!! I somehow got it so I could save the highlight video, which I could only watch the beginning but i can't even watch the Pushy video:( I hate dial up and I hate flash player not allowing me to save the video so i could play it!!

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-09T22:11:00

2007-01-10T03:08:44Z

Note to self:

The All-Star game itself will be broadcast on NESN on Monday January 29, 2007:
7:00 PM 2007 AHL ALL-STAR GAME (L) TORONTO, ONTARIO, CANADA

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-09T21:45:00

2007-01-10T03:01:11Z

Pushy Pics!!! Yay!! here's the ones I just found on yahoo!

YAY!!! I also got to see his 2 highlights on FSN last night! Yea I stayed up to 4am watching sportscenter, and they suck and didn't show any highlights!!

He's like a little kid who's done good and wants everyone to hug him!

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hahah, he looks so beat! The black mouth piece is so not him though;) i like the clear one:)

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I like this one best! he's like "damn right I'm awesome!" I want to date this man! I also want a fisheye lens still!
http://us.i1.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/p/sp/getty/63/full.getty-71798262jo005_oilers_kings_2_24_48_am.jpg" />

He's so happy! Awww!

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Can we say badass?? The best part is, after knocking the guy into the bench, he gave him a extra shove like "take that!" Haha! Big Bad pushy;)

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And the icing on the sports cake?? T.J. Kemp has been voted on to the 2007 AHL ALL-STAR TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I voted a ton for him!! GO T.J.!!! Pushy didn't get voted in, but heck he's in LA anyways right now! But T.J.! YAY!!!

The Monarchs on the All Star teams. Heck I have to root for canada! I need to go see how much a all star jersey costs;) And yay for patrick o'sullivan!
2007 Canadian team
Defenseman
T. J. Kemp

Goaltender ( Starter)
Jason Labarbara

2007 Planet USA Team
Foward
Patrick O'Sullivan

Defenseman
Peter Harrold

If you go here: http://sports.yahoo.com/nhl/scoreboard?d=2007-01-08&refresh=60
and click highlights you may be able to watch Pushy's goal and his check. I'm trying to get the kings site to open cause there's a interview with him! AHHH! Please work!!

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-08T23:31:00

2007-01-09T04:37:17Z

Man! The world is out to get me!! I was so looking forward to watching Pushy play for the Kings tonight on Yahoo, but it's not working for me:( I was all excited, but everytime it opens it says the clip is not available:( Why!!! It's working for people on the message board but it hates me!!
http://sports.yahoo.com/nhl/boxscore;_ylt=Amw1KuxLf3Xah4TZWt6wP3B7vLYF?gid=2007010808
and click watch live.
It just hates me and pushy has already played a ton in the 1st period and he checked some guy in to the glass and I didn't get to see it!

If it works for anyone, please please let me know!

hopeless_scitz @ 2007-01-08T22:24:00

2007-01-09T03:44:05Z

Stole from autumndandelion

A - Accent: As far as I know I don't have one, and I think that's how all ct people feel:)
B - Breakfast Item: can of coke:)
C - Chore you hate: laundry
D - Dad’s Name: Thomas
E - Essential everyday item: TV
F - Flavor ice cream: watermelon
G - Gold or Silver?: silver, i hate gold
H - Hometown: Right now? Griswold, CT
I - Insomnia: yea
J - Job Title: loser in the basement
K - Kids: clover;)
L - Living arrangements: basement
M - Mum’s birthplace: bozrah, ct
N - Number of significant others you’ve ever had: 1
O - Overnight hospital stays: a couple, I had cat scrath fever when I was younger and I've had real high fevers
P - Phobias: death?
Q - Queer: Nope
R - Religious Affiliation: not sure
S - Siblings: 2 younger brothers, jerrid and zach
T - Time you wake up: the afternoon
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: all of them:)
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: there's a ton
W - Worst habit: hmmm chewing my nails, which I stopped
X - X-rays you’ve had: chest when me and lauren were in that accident
Y - Yummy: chicken
Z - Zodiac sign: sag

The Only Thing I See That's Different is You Haven't Changed At All..

2007-01-07T07:05:37Z

Well I'm better today. I def. think I'm bi-polar/ manic depressive. Last night I was so low, but today i'm better much better. Weird!

Sports def. make me feel better. I think that I just build up slowing all the bad stuff over a few days or weeks and then one night I explode, then the next day I start the cycle all over again. So today was the restart.

We headed up to the game, it was so nice out today! Why can't it stay warmer? It was almost 70! If the sun hadn't waiting till it was setting it would have been beautiful! OUR SEATS WERE PERFECT! Tracy has the best seats in the whole arena! Mom has never been happier, this was her fave game ever. Kanko sat next to me the whole 2nd period! I took about 600+ pics with about 300+ being just of him for mom! He scares me;) I'll post pics from the game when I fix them. I was soooooooooooo sad Pushy wasn't there cause he would have been right next to me the whole 2nd period too! tear! But T.J. did sit next to me for the whole 1st period and the whole 3rd period so that was great:) These seats were so awesome! I wish wish wish pushy was there:( But he did play tonight on the Kings...even elbowed someone to get a penelty;) For my sake I hope they send him back to manchester soon! He did say he likes NH better then LA, but I'm sure he enjoys playing in the bigs! Come Back for me Pushy, just for me!

After the 1st period I went to check out the game used bucket. As i was digging I found gloves...and read the autograph and found out they were T.J.'s! I was searching for Pushy's skates or gloves, but how could I pass up T.J.'s gloves?? So I brought them up to pay and was expecting them to be at least $40...they were $25!! Word! I am gonna email someone tomorrow to see if they can hold a pair of Pushy's for me if they ever get some if I offer to pay extra for them...I hope that's a good idea;)

Here's me with my gloves when i got home:

Ya Buddy! I think I did look cute tonight, so I guess my horoscope was right...my brother's friend even said my hair was really pretty when we picked up the tix from him:) I wish Pushy saw me looking cute. It's funny to me that the only time I fix myself up anymore is when i go to hockey games! Ironic, no?

So at least I am feeling a ton better. More optimistic and all, I know I have a lot of forging ahead I must do, but I need to find my strength to do that.

I did wake up this morning to a dream about my ex, rich. Sucky;)! We were back together, and he was super nice and not at all like he was when we dated and it was a super weird dream! I just hope it means I'm gonna find an actual nice boy soon who does care about me!

I also thought alot last night about trying to find some of my relatives that live in Russia. I guess my great aunt was in touch with someone there at some point. Anyone know how to find relatives in other countries?? I'm not real sure where to start. I'd like to be pen pals with family there...only problem is the language barrier. I thought email would be awesome cause that can be translated, but who knows if they have internet!

I read more of the Third Sisterhood book...and why oh why must the boys name be Kostos???? That's what my russian teacher told me would be pushy's nickname in russia:( But the book is great, I'm halfway through! I have never ever ever read this much or this fast! Through college I'd never even read a whole book! Crazy that I'm in the process of reading about 4 right now;)

Well, Hollywood Homicide is on, so I'm gonna go watch that, love me some Josh Hartnett;) I promise to try to upload some pics from the game tomorrow so you can all see just how awesome our seats were! And so you all can droll over Giuliano and TJ;) And be scared by Kanko;)

Night night!

Hotties, even if they are missing a few teeth! Makes thier smiles more interesting;)

2006-12-12T06:33:10Z

Oh and seeing they're uploading anyways;)

Matty Ryan:

And his ass again;):

T.J. (closer) and Giuliano, so pretty!:

Joey Mormina...he ain't sexy, but he's tall and will fight if need be:

Hi T.J.!:

Hi Murphy!:

Tim Jackman...and his name is fitting he will jack anyone up, for any reason!:

Pushy:):

Again Pushy:

Aww I think he had a tummy ache;):

Matt Ryan Coming At Ya!:

Noah Clarke...people seem to think he's the sexy one..they seem to me to be wrong;):

A better view of Noah. With Eric Werner to the left of him, and the huge tall guy standing up is Matt Hoffman, he's fought in the last 2 games I've been to;):

Pushy butt;):

Pushy beautiful face (same as last nights pic but cleaned up so it's not as dark):

Same with this, but it's Giules:

And Pushy:

and one more for the night:
Pushy...I think he's yelling "MURPH!" here;):

I have a ton more good ones it just takes for ever to upload them;)

Night all, I'll miss you all if my internet gets turned off!

Oh and they had a Monarchs Booster club holiday party last night and guess who surprised them and showed up, T.J.! A bunch of other guys showed up (including Kanko, which is awesome cause I had a dream last night he was traded! If that happens my little heart will break in a million pieces! Not because I like Kanko, but because if there is no kanko on the team mom will not take me to games and I won't be able to see Pushy!) I wish I was a booster club memeber! I'd love to party with T.J.! We're the same age:) In Feb. I plan to attend the duck pin bowling event and bowl with pushy though!!

hopeless_scitz @ 2006-12-07T00:59:00

2006-12-07T05:59:31Z

Clover loves christmas, and he photographs better then me too;)